I cant stop thinking that this cant be real, like Hayley said, life can never be happy again without you. We have our beautiful girls and obviously they bring us lots of happiness, but that feeling i had before you were gone of completeness will never come back, because without you here a bit of my puzzle will always be missing. A brave face is all i can manage, and like you a silence when things are the hardest. I want you to know that i am thinking about you always. xxxxxxxxxxxx