I spend most of my time asking why this has happened to my dad? He did'nt deserve this and neither did we.I feel so lost,how do you ever get through this pain? You feel so useless going through something like this,watching somebody you love so dearly suffer the way our dad did.All I can do is make sure he lives on anyway I can, its what gets me through.so,I planted a tree in our garden something that will live and grow,my girls know its grandads tree which is lovely they are really taking care of it.I have also started a memory book which will have every possible memory in it,but then I came across this and I thought it was a brilliant way to get everybody who loved dad to be able to join in so hope you all do xxxxx