Tomorrows your inquest dad, i dont know how i feel or how i should feel. I still dont really believe your gone, the only way i can explain it is that i feel that this is just temporary. Like i'll see you again one day. The thought of anything else is just unbearable so i dont think i can face tomorrow, i hope thats ok. Ruby is a monkey and Olivia is growing fast, its so unfair that youre not here with us, i hope you know that i love you and i always will. Your Laura xxxxx