I have spent alot of time wishing i'd said more before you died. I wish i'd made it more clear how brave i think you are. I know you were in so much pain, but you never let us carry your burden. You were so dignified, and till the bitter end you put your loved ones first. I hope my awkward silence didnt hide how much i love and idolise you. You are my hero, i could neva describe how much i love and miss you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx