Hello John, well mixed emotions this year our first Christmas, my birthday & New Year without you. I know you loved this time of the year & Hayley & Laura must have felt very sad, we were in Belgium again but that didn't stop me missing you. You were often in my thoughts. But good old Uncle Gary he had all the cousins round at his house it was good for them to all meet up & see baby Josh. You would love him John he gave me my first smile last week. As I said mixed emotions for me happy to see all the family but sad that you were not with us. Your girls are trying really hard to carry on you would be so proud of them. I know you are looking down on us all & know that we all love you. Never far away from my thoughts, all my love Dianne x x x x