Well John, here we are one year on, who would have thought that we would be marking this sad day. For you, you were relieved of your suffering mine was just beginning, selfishly I wanted you to stay but I know now that was wrong. It's been a long hard year for all of us & I know a real struggle for your girls but we have made it for your sake so that you don't have to worry. I can't go to your grave but it doesn't matter I will have my own special thoughts of you today as I do every day.I have a chinese lantern to release but have to wait for a nice clear evening before I can do that. It will carry my hopes that you are in a better place looking down on us still, also all my love. Miss you John..........Love Dianne x x x x